It still hurts. At the end of my trial, the head lady said that they were a bit unsure about my timetable/availability, but they might be able to work something out. So I kind of had a feeling that maybe I wouldn't get the job, but also had a bit of hope that I might, considering I'm wanting to become a teacher.
However, on Wednesday, I got an email from them saying that I had been unsuccessful. And it hurt so much reading that. I probably should have been expecting it, but it was a job that I really wanted. It could be a job that I could actually enjoy, being arounds kids. Plus, it would be a much better job than a retail job or something.
But no. Not good enough. So now I somehow have to pluck up the courage to try and apply for more jobs. To which I'll probably be rejected, like all the other times I was. This was the first application that gave me an interview. Why does it have to be so hard to get a job??